Friday, December 4, 2009

(excitement + fun) - sleep = exhaustion

so this story should be told like, 2 weeks ago actually. about me and one exhausting weekend.

friday, 20 nov 09.
jvv tahap 2 meeting. the meeting was only about 1 hour. we got tasks to do and the tasks should be submitted the next day, at 5 pm. we also told to bring weird things. one thing capres got in mind : pelantikan. but, kakak-kakak apres didn't tell whether it was really pelantikan or not. and we weren't supposed to ask about that. so, kalo bahasa niken, kita kegeeran. kegeeran in a good way ya. with obvious reasons.

and i got mad and annoyed and worried at the same time.

i already agreed to go to ic, located in serpong at that 'maybe-pelantikan' night. ha. coordinated by uqy, 8 people including me, were the committee for our juniors' usm-itb try out which was held on sunday, 22 nov. and i supported the accommodation. the car, the driver, and the house. the plan said we went to jakarta at saturday night, 8 pm, stayed in my house for the night, and then after subuh we went to ic to prepare everything.

but the 'maybe-pelantikan'.... okay. i cleared things with uqy, changed the whole plan, with annoyance because i didn't know it was really the inauguration or not.

capres meeting to discuss the tasks lasted.. i forgot. i excused myself from the meeting at about 10.30 pm. they said it was until about 11.

saturday, 21 nov.
waking up at 5.45 am, i got panic. there's stei fun day at 6.30! the things to bring also made a long list, and i hadn't prepared anything. bbm-ing with nisa, she said,"dateng aja.. seru kayaknya. telat juga gapapa kali, asal dateng. and blabla..". so i showered la-la-la and finally attended stei fun day, with one big backpack full of stei fun day stuffs, AND, 'maybe-pelantikan' stuffs. my shoulder hurtssssssss the whole day.

stei fun day went real fun!!!!! well, in beetween i also got worried with capres' tasks, and felt really guilty for not helping them. but i kept asking niken and mega about the tasks progress so i knew how it went. and stei fun day ended with mud-fest, everyone were dirty. ew. it's raining at the end. and, it's already 3.45 pm. i was covered up in mud and raindrops. i got panic, again. masa gue dateng jvv kotor2an???? oya, may i remind you, i lived pretty far from itb, so.. unlike other people i can't just go to kosan and showered and back to campus again in a hurry.

then i decided to oli and babang and nana's kosan (same place). none of the three was there. lucky me i knew nana's roommate, yures, so i told yures i have to shower and sholat and doing things there. dan yures baik banget. she also lent me her towel, sabun, belt, ponco and slayer for bibil.. ow. thanks yures. muah.

at 5 pm, i went to campus (again). without umbrella. i really didn't care about the rain and the fact that i was shivering in cold. because mampus, gue belom make bowtie dan suspender bikinan! mana ga ngebantu tugas capres! so when i found other capres still preparing at tvst... fiuh. thanks to them who helped me with the suspender and bowtie bikinan.

break buat ishoma. i kept contacting uqy and hasna about the plan for the try out. "kalo ini beneran pelantikan ya qy..." uqy muttering over there,"iya qy, gue masih ga tau ini pelantikan apa bukan. oke, kalo pelantikan berarti gue paling cepet selesai jam3 pagi. gue langsung dijemput sopir gue jam sgitu, trus gue jemput lo di kosan borat, jemput hasna, trus kita langsung ke jkt ya qy. oke. maaf banget qy" and blablabla.

because of the rain, the great exhaustion from stei fun day, and things about the try out, my head was spinning. gue capek dan pusing banget. still, gak tau bakal dilantik apa gak.

sunday, 22 nov 09.
42 capres became apres! including me. finally.

okay. happiness-relief-excitement. seneng banget lah.

whoa, whoa. try out woy try out. so I and popeng didn't continue the after-party, huhu. my car's already waiting. when i checked my phone, there's a number of messages and missed calls from uqy and hasna and borat. mampusss mampus. pelantikannya mana baru selesai jam setengah 4-an.

but alhamdulillah, thanks to mang wawan, my driver, uqy hasna vallin popeng and I arrived at ic at about 6.30 am. we swept the classes (yes, kita yang nyapuin), prepared the equipments, briefing, and then angkatan nozomika akhirnya berdatangan. gue jadi pengawas buat kelas xii ips 1.

to be honest, i was exhausted like hell. the only thing i wanted to do was sleeping. trying to sleep in front of the class, but i couldn't. sempet keluar-keluar kelas selama ngawas (anak ic gak butuh pengawas ya, we don't cheat, thanks. lol), tried to sleep in hasna's class, yang akhirnya dapet deh gue tidur setengah jam. ha-ha, not helping banget deh tidur setengah jam. malah bikin tambah pusing.

the weekend ended at 5.30 pm, rangkaian acara try-out selesai, we went back to bandung.

stei fun day-pelantikan apres!-try out di ic. gue mau tidur tidur tidur.



so that's it.



Tuesday, December 1, 2009

sudden thought

when you realized,
UTS 2 PHYSICS IS 2 DAYS MORE.
see you another time.

Regards,
sun

Thursday, November 26, 2009

religious time

tommorow is idul adha, everyone. another peaceful day with family......... at least, it supposed to be like that.

idul adha identik dengan kurban ya. but then i realized, gue gak kurban tuh. gue gak ngeluarin duit buat kurban, gak beli kambing atau sapi. and i'm not a teenager anymore, i'm 3 months over 17. i supposed to have ktp since 3 months ago, which is, the one thing i haven't had (seriously!). gue harus mulai memikirkan hal-hal kayak begini ya berarti? kurban idul adha, zakat fitrah idul fitri, sampai naik haji.

kewajiban dalam agama bertambah, nilai-nilai keagamaan di diri gue juga harus bertambah.

the last 3 weeks i didn't go to any mall, i didn't hang out with friends on weekends, i spent my weekdays at campus doing itbfair, Apres!, futsal, and lectures of course. i saved the money. for Saosin concert. for JavaJazzFestival. and somehow i felt there's something wrong with my plan. in every plan i made, the purpose is actually only one thing. fun.

"ibu dulu pas sma suka ngebacain buku buat orang2x tuna netra"

wow ibu, you lived in a big city like Bandung and you could have activities live that. aside from what people see that we're so alike, our characteristics are way too different.

Allah gave me this huge amount of time to live, and i just haven't done enough things to make it up for Him. i'm expecting resolutions i'll made in religious things.

Regards,
sun

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

elementary randoms.

early life nostalgia :)

i still remember my chairmate on my first day of elementary school. her name's riri.
first grade i cried once when i forgot to bring my drawing book and i was so afraid my teacher would give my detention and stuffs.
my family still called me ica (i don't understand why i used to call myself ica instead of nisa, saying nisa is so easy).
i went to school at 05.30 am, jsyk. til now i can't change my early morning routine. only at senior high i could wake up at 06.30 and still arrive in time to class. dormitory effects.
i had a jemputan. the friendship i got through my elementary school went from my jemputan. ririn, sekar, mitha, risa, nabila, anin, nittia, adry.. annisa'a, eventhough she didn't make it for long. risa, who moved to kupang at 4th grade. i also still remember putu khrisna yutatama. hahahaha, he got kicked out (ouch) from our class, so he graduated a year longer than us (yes, i entered acceleration class at 1st grade, elementary school). and he left the jemputan too so, we didn't really keep in touch with him.
there's warib, warung ibu, outside the school. we used to jajan there, ah! don't forget when we played petak jongkok, undur-undur, main tali, etc.

i met sekar, anin, and nittia at the first grade reunion last may. i met mitha and adry at itb. still felt awkward when you met your childhood mates, hehe. it's like... they know your secrets, hahahaha.

i really miss my elementary school buddies :"(

Regards,
sun

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

in between

between itb and university of antwerp. me and my father. thanks Skype and my Portege web camera.
sadly as the daughter i happened to be waaaay lazier than him now. he does his own laundry and cookings and all. dang. he has time to study everyday too. and here i got a big E for physics.

Regards,
sun

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Automatic Loveletter - Symphony Of Freaks

Where am I?
On a cat walk paved in dreams
I used to stand so far away
I promised truth dishonestly

Now I stand here naked
And shaking, seeing finally
That all I ever needed you already had

From outer space, it all looks the same
You can't see just how pretty you are
I know it's hard to lower your guard
You're an angel in a different way
So stand up singing,
If you can see through this hide and seek
In a symphony of freaks

I grew up
Underneath the lampshade
Surrounded by the light
A jaded lullaby
And I have flaws but I am good
And I admit it, I am weak
Peel the lids back from my eyes
So I can finally see me

From outer space, it all looks the same
You can't see just how pretty you are
I know it's hard to lower your guard
You're an angel in a different way
So stand up singing
If you can see through this hide and seek
In a symphony of freaks

I am honest when I'm safe
So I am trying my best
And I am trying my best
To not be so afraid

From outer space, it all looks the same
You can't see just how pretty you are
I know it's hard to lower your guard
You're an angel in a different way
So stand up singing
If you can see through this hide and seek

From outer space
It all looks the same
Can't you see just how pretty you are?
I know it's hard to lower your guard
You're an angel in a different way
So stand up singing
If you can see through this hide and seek

In a symphony of freaks, freaks
In a symphony of freaks, of freaks

source here

Regards,
sun

Friday, November 13, 2009

tribal painting


source here